Today

SO today I woke up to the most Beautiful African Sunrise!...
Has a meeting with Justice Acts..the group I am working with here and this is what I have learned.

There is a lot to do in South Africa. The need for Justice Workers is so heavy.

Some of the things going on here..

They are trying to dis-criminalize prostitution here...this is worse than legalizing it.

Legalizing it will allow it but in certain areas...which is just as wrong.
But dis-criminalizing it will allow it anywhere even next to churches and schools.
The thought is to sort of make pimps more business man and to have contracts with the prostitutes...wow...yes this is actually what they are saying. There is an organization called SWEAT, I think is the acronym, and they are fighting for this.

The world cup is coming up and the amount of people to be trafficked is in the thousands, as sex slaves and just workers. This is a very real issue here...kids as young as 3 are being stolen and made to have sex with men. Same for young girls and BOYS. And the government is turning their head in most cases.

I say it is time for the church to stand up and open our mouth. And even more so for men...MEN where the hell are we...

I am the only man working with our organization and it seems to be the theme for these issues. Freaking make me so angry. The men in the church world wide, we have to stand up for this issue...its like Adam and Eve when we are quiet we allow what sin to happen...so in essence we condone it.

Okay a lot more happen today and I learned a lot...I will write a newsletter or something to keep you updated so much going on...I will admit it has been really hard here but the work here is so necessary and the need for man to speak out is so important



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Known

He heard the word…
“I know that it feels hard and it’s so tough now,
But if you would hold on change is coming”
And it moved him to tears
It brought a glimpse of light to what seemed deem
Someone knows, he thinks…
Cause he feels alone…

Carrying what most never understand
Words that part his lips born through pain
A view of life he cannot at time convey
It is far bigger than you, he hears God say
But he feels at times he carries it alone
Sometimes those that walk with him just don’t understand

I see God in you they say, yet so quick they run away
“I know that it feels hard…” a feeling he tries to hide
It’s hardier than you think, the call he walks alone
Cause sometimes its only God that can understand
Cause friends don’t realize that sometimes they are all he has
And their turns, and words cut deeper than they know

And he bares the reproach…
Of the dislike of strangers who can’t understand the justice in his poetry
They’d rather have service and go home feeling good
Crying silently, I only told them what I hear You say
The reproach…
Of leaving a nation he has always known
Aren’t their people you can help, here!

He heard the word…
“I know that it feels hard and it’s so tough now,
But if you would hold on change is coming”
And it waits for direction…
Realizing that the one who speaks thinks higher than man
And that sometimes it’s only Him that can hold his hand…
He thinks…You know me!

Thoughts

I have been in a different season and God has really been showing me Him
And he has been showing me..ME!

As a Father does he has been pulling me in his lap and telling me who I am..
Where I come from…my legacy as it pertains to Him…
He has been reminding me of dreams he has giving me in the past that I have let go of…
And telling me the truth to the lies I have believed…so this is my prayer today…

Daddy.
I don’t want to be in agreement with anything You didn’t speak over me
I come out of agreement with every lie…
Lies about who I am, who I am not…
Lies about my future and my destiny
I come from under every yoke you didn’t give
The word of the Lord destroys the yoke of the enemy…
I have taken the yoke that Christ gives…
I believe what You say about me…
You are a good Father…you are
I am a good son…
I believe you have better for me…

I think sometimes we carry stuff God didn’t give us.
We live our lives under yokes that don’t come from him..
Worrying about things we are suppose to trust Him in.
So afraid to live the life we want to live we settle for the life we have, because we have believed the lie about ourselves and about our potential

The beginning of last year before this weird season in my life a friend of mine told me something God told her in her rough season…He simply said…”Its better Baby!”
What He has planned is better than what we have settled for.
How often and in how many things do we settle when he has better for us…
It maybe on our job or in a relationship…
It maybe in who you are as a person…
It maybe the home you are living in, the dream that you gave up on…Believe again!

I woke up with this thought this morning…It’s a new day…
Today I believe for the better! I step from under the yokes he didn’t give
And break the agreements with the lies…I am going for the Better Baby!

Dreaming again! If God told me I believe it…
If he called me he will equip me…
It may not even look different in the natural but…something on the inside has shifted!
It’s better baby!